Luck

It is amazing how when I explain the sequence of events from April to current two people say I have some bad luck. I haven't really thought about it that way because I thought it was just bad timing. I'm learning that it is making me question how I am able to go through it all and still feel as if I'm attracting more negative events to myself.

I'm reaching out to my friends and hearing that I should leave the negative people from my life and those who just cannot change their bad habits. Then a part of me, says that people change if they want to and I am hopeful things will be better.

Could there be a reason why I cannot just stop hoping things will get better? Could some acknowledge that as having strong faith in a higher being that controls our destiny. I just have this strong feeling inside that things happen for a reason to test who we are and who we become.

As of late, I have learned that love really is endless because I could see how even if one yells at another person could be forgiven. In addition, I could also see how love helps us understand how situations take the better of us and destroy our relationships. I am hopeful that there will be a positive change to come my way and I'm praying that the one I lost along the way will find their way back to me with peace in their hearts.

Perspective of the situation will help me cope with problems that I face everyday and its the only reason I'm able to just be hopeful everything will work out for the best. If I perceive its bad luck and that I attract it then I will continue to spiral down, but if I believe these events are just tests and overcoming them will just help me become a stronger person.